Monday January 30th 2023

     So the last couple of days have been good but crazy. Saturday I showed up to work fifteen minutes late because of construction at the intersection I get off. When I got into work there was a meeting going on. As it went on though I found out it was because the leads and supervisor were arguing. Eventually one of the leads left in tears and we went on with our day. Later I found out she and the lead got into a fight. Unfortunately after five years of hard work she quit the next day.

 Later on that night my sister and I went clubbing with a couple of coworker friends. First we went to their house while they got ready. I was excited to go clubbing because it was my first time. When we got there we met up with their friends. The problem I had with clubbing is not being able to talk to anyone because of how loud the music was, which was to be expected but I don't think I would go back. I may try a different club someday.

 Sunday my supervisor and I juiced together so luckily I got out of work earlier. I came home and got my work that I planned to do done. In my kerulos course, I was learning about how animals other than humans, have been known to show concern for others including humans, as well as remember when someone did them wrong. Dr. Gay Bradshaw stated how elephants have been known to bury their dead, and get back on abusers. This has been seen by bears as well. Michio Hoshino, who was a Japanese photographer was killed by a bear in the wilds of Kamchatka Russia. Now many people would argue because the bear isn't human that it was "instinctual." No way could this bear possibly have had a reason. When you find out how this bear was taken from its mother who was also killed, put into a circus and abused and thrown back into the wild without learning how to survive, it is understandable why this bear may have hated humans. I often speculate that the bear that killed Timothy Threadwell, who was a known explorer and bear filmmaker, had been treated similarly. This bear which was given the number 41 by park rangers, was captured in the mid nineties and given a number under its lip. This bear was not respected but subjected by humans and therefore never trusted them. When Timothy Threadwell wouldn't leave his and the other bears space, he finally decided to kill the dumb human who didn't know what he was doing and was therefore disrespecting the bear and the bear community. He have all of these divides in humanity. We enslave ourselves and we have been doing it collectively for so long that we have forgotten what it is like to truly be free, what it is like to not have to be afraid, to respect our animal brethren and listen to what they have to say, to remember each of our individual destinies. Each human is a beautiful being with a path their higher self and them agreed upon before they were put into their body, or vehicle to navigate this realm I should say. We do not wish to be ruled by an elite class any longer and with that the elite class will someday collapse. Today I worked with my sister and after we came home and I have just been working on my work for the day. I hope you are all doing well and have an amazing rest of your day.