Wednesday January 25th 2023

 Today I did some homework for my Advanced Rhetoric course I am taking in school and then I had to work. I work as an event specialist selling products for companies by sampling them for customers to try and then buy. I discussed opportunities to move up within the company with my supervisor too. After work I took a friend and coworker home then came home to walk with Gypsy. She is a mixed breed dog who is part of my family and loves to take walks. This past Christmas I got my dad a dog breed testing kit and we recently found out that she is several different breeds including pit bull, poodle, chihuahua, and chow chow. After our walk I came home and worked on some of my Kerulos Learning Institute course work created by Dr. Gay Bradshaw. Bradshaw is a psychologist who studies animals and the effects humans have on their psychology. Bradshaw is also a believer in coexistence and respect for animals, nature, and ourselves. In the videos I listened to today in the nature mindfulness course; which is one of the many courses Bradshaw has created; she discusses Charlie Russell and his respect and coexistence he had with the brown bears in Kamchatka Russia in the 1990s. I was a huge fan of Charlie Russell and was saddened to find out that he passed away in 2018 after a failed cancer procedure. He was a firm believer that if we show bears respect and are not mean and disrespectful to them they will not show us disrespect. It reminds me of how native americans treated the bears, wolves, and all the other magnificent animals that used to flourish here in the land of north america. It disgusts me at times to live in the world we do now with so many fake people, who care about nothing. Their are so many people who choose and find ways to collectively force people to go against their native roots within the natural world. It makes me so angry and depressed to live in such a fake constructed reality. I am on the autism spectrum and I don't see constructed reality, I see logical reality and logically speaking if people want to live freely and independant, they must hunt for themselves and grow their own food, not rely on powerful people and be servants like what we are today.